Missed

11 weeks
Mild and meek
For you I seeked
But they say you
Dont exist
I dont wanna except this shit
But to go on is what I have to do
This is bull
I know that too
So what is the reasons
When will it be our season
The smallest things is what I want the most
10 little finger and toes
I feel like Ive been exposed
Maybe I tricked myself in to thinking
That you exist
Maybe because I
Know that you are the pure bliss
That I think of all the time
You always are and will still be on my mind
Ill keep are secret locked up
In my heart
Until its time to reveal
I know im not crazy cause
I know your real maybe not now
But in my life you do exist
So until then ill just think of you
MY TRUE BLISS

I never knew

You never know your relevance

Till you think your irrelevant

 Time goes as the days 

So you think you have settled it

It kinda cool to know that you think

That im relevant

While you gallivant bout me 

To your life im celibate

Wind blowing ear to ear

Im smiling with substance 

Thinking about you see

Your nothing I wanted

Yeah we all play the fool 

But now im playing my trumpet

Hear the horns

Loud and clear 

Man I think they erupting

Over flowing with LOVE

Cause you see there is something

Do worry bout what I m doing

Cause i see you do nothing

Blaming me clearly I can see you have

Nothing 

Dont put me in the shit cause thats something 

You wanted

Something you

Stuck with

Now you Trying to duck

Figuring It Out

 My life has changed
In so many different ways
Some for the better and some for the worst
But I dont even know where to start first

Life took a turn on me
Somethings happen with people
That I never thought would be
Sometimes it still confuses me

But through it all Im still me
Whoever that may be
But still I be

Learning trying to figure out
What my soul is yearning for
One foot in and one out the
The door
Leading to the the unknown

Although I thought I did I've
Really never known
Like a dog digging multiple holes
For one bone

Just trying to find my home
Get in my zone.