Working it out

Nothing is whats on the surface
Surpassing what what we think is best
How can we judge others
When we dont have our shit in check
I promise that when I speak
I try to connect

Not all the time what we think is best
Because Thinking is dangerous
So I say whats comes to mind first
Even thought that would be
Considered an outburst

My thoughts are compressed
My hearts in distress
The world is mess
No one wants to confess
To the forbidden fruit
That we indulge in
Never thought the first time
But let me think again

Just when

Just when you get a routine
A mother fucker wanna change
The scene
I mean damn
Thought shit was
Serene

I laugh out loud
Because when I really
Like actually
Want to
Bitches be like
Fuck you

And thats cool
Cause im always
Gonna be cooler
Then the other side of the
Pillow
I dont wallow
I rise from the stem
Like A pussy willow

Well

Have you ever felt like you just wanted to be alone
Just you and your thoughts
Hell maybe not even them
Just you being
In your being
Being
Whoever
With whomever
Whenever
Doing all the
Thing that are forbidding
All the things that are wrong
I want
But just for one day
Just one moment
Just freeze time
Just so I can feel
And be
Just so I can be free
No judgement
Just the feeling of and epiphany
Or maybe a symphony
I just what was meant for me

Really

Some thing never go away
Most things never stay the same
Life is full of dreams
Things
All I want is
What seems non
Negotiable
Knowing that
The only way to go is up
But most times I get
Stuck
Or should I say
Caught up
But thats the way I
Wanna go
Right?
or
Wrong
Same dance
Same song
Trying to bring
Some new moves
But I cant catch the
Beat
Feeling
Defeated
Depleted
Deflated
So I just
Faded away
Something like MJ

Done??

To whom it may concern
My eyes weep
Just to think
Yeah its true all things
Must end
But when you first start
Things seem like
They can never be Tart
I learned myself a lesson
That I wouldn't mind learning again

Consistent or Nah

So whats it gonna be
Cause I can see
That thee obvious arent the fact
Speaking through
What is and whats not
Between the We's
And Who's
The Why's and
What's
In so many ways
Truly I dont give a fuck
Somethings you can turn on
And most things I can turn off
My happiness
Is mine alone
And thats
What real
No matter what you try to
Conceal
Or steal
Because
Truth is
I am a refection of you
I just did what you did
Never a complement
Just competition
And repetitions
But never Consistent

Yup

Yup I feel some type of way
Cause dammit
You make me feel some type of way
Like back in the day
The things we use to say
The things we use to do
Or  how we were misconstrued
So now Im confused
I never signed up for
Feelings in which are mixed
Lets be honest
I never signed up
I was chosen
Then thrown back to the water
Like a bad fish
Im good cause im home again
Dont feel alone again
Feels like im back on that thrown again
Even though they tried to knock me off
Take all the life from me
But for the life of me
I cant quite see how beneficial it is
For thee.
To whom it may concern
There are sooooo many lessons I have learned
So many roads I have crossed
So many bridges built
But yet and still I
Have to lean my head back and tilt
Nope there is no guilt
Cause when I give
All of me goes
Then I gotta go and retrieve me
From these hoes
But a piece of me always stays
Cause I been told im to hard to
Let go
A gift and curse
With less love dispersed
Isnt a gift at all