Love is The Law

Whats the point
When it dont matter
I can say how I feel
1000 times and you
Still wont get it
I can scream it from
The mountains
I can cry to my wife
About it
I spend all the spare time
I have trying
To desegregate
But you will never get it
She will never be you
And you will always be
Thee
There is no one thing
That I can point out
Because I love you
But you will never
Understand
And I cant make you
Thats what saddens me
I know that past actions
Make new reactions
I dont know what I
Want from you but
I can ask you the same to
The happy I have with
Her dont got shit to do
With you
But I get it
What I have learned about the
Dimensions of love
Over the last 5 years
Has erased alot of my fears
Of loving more then one
Its almost like saying
If I love the moon
Then I can't  love the sun
And I love them both
Equally just for different reasons
Depending on the season
Maybe it will never be another we
But I could dream
But you gotta know there
Is nothing on my end that you are coming in bettween
Some bonds cant be broken
Sometime the sparkle is just sequences
But Love Real Love True Love Will always Remain
You can hide from it
And drive yourself insane
Im not in this trying to play games
Or trying to start no shit
Just trying to see how we are suppose to
End this
How do we finish
Or do we allow ourselves
To let words linger with no explination
Feel the love with out sensation
Pick up that phone with hesitation
Ill be around
My number wont change
A lot of things will but my
Love wont rearrange

Untitled

Why to I 

Do this to myself

I look 

I get hook

Sucked in 

I get shook

Overtook

By what you could be thinking

Anxious 

How can this be

How can you still do this to me

Outta sight

Outta mind

I wish

Still looking for that

Rewind 

Then I will fast foward

To that day

Then ill pause

And live in it

That moment

Looking in your eyes

Feeling everything

You had for me

So open 

That I would 

I would open up anywhere

Day or night I didnt care

Late night Word Feud battles

I still send you request

Hoping you will play one more

Game just for a moment

Everything can feel the same

The laughter still resides

I swear im not trying to hide

But its not fair for me to 

Embrace whats no longer in my face

What if

The days pass
And I cant help
But to think
What if we just stayed
Friends
Then again
We couldn't
But what if we could
Be near each other without
Having to retract the
Magnetic force that
Keep us together
Maybe I could think about you
Without sorrow
Wishing for better tommorrowS
Possibly hold a conversation
Without wanting to reach
For you
I might be able to look at you
And not have the urge
To make you the happiest
Women in the world
Just maybe

When

What am I suppose to do
Everything got me confused
Confession of
Hypothetically Speaking
That makes to much since
For it to be hypothetical
But I get it
Its hard to admit it
But I thank you
So now what is it
That I am suppose to do
When I cant even call you
Im afraid to speak cause
I dont want no malice
Between you and yours
But we both know
That we left open too many doors
To many unsaid words
To many things that we left out
So you tell me how do we go about
Fixing this
Not to reminisce
Just to consture
So you dont have to
Ask why
Because you will know
All the questions
Can be answered
But when
Or will we keep playing this game
Over and over again

Reading

I know your reading
That makes me happy
Although thats not your goal
I know that when you are
I get scared cause I know
Permanency and you
Don Construe
I know that your reading
So imma write directly to you
I love you
I miss you
I know that I got issues
And I know I made  a lot
Of decisions that you didnt care for
Some that you dont understand
Neither do I
I never had a back up
Because my plan was soild
But love comes when you least
Expect it
I was just looking for a free meal
And someone to talk to
Someone to help me stop thinkin
About you
I know your reading
So I apologize 1000 times
I hope your reading

Love

Its amazing how many times
I have read
And read
Your shit
But I am really just starting to understand
I can say age is a factor
Because I know
That I am not who
I was 5 years ago
I gotta different flow
But I am still a hard way to go
My attitude has grown
I now like to be left alone
But one thing that remains
Is the love

Somehow
I managed to keep
The love in tact
Going through this
And all of that
So many ups and
Downs
So many rats
So many time
My spirit has been broken
But no matter what
I have been open
To love
To be loved
To see love
I guess im really in love
With love