I can

I can see your heart

From all the way over here

Even though

You hide it out of fear

I can feel your smile

From all the way over there

Even though 

You like me to think it isn't there

I can smell your love

From miles away

Even though

You left it stayed

I can hear your laughter

Through the trees 

Swarming around me 

Like honey bees

I can read in between 

Your lines

Because you can never be 

Up Front

But somethings you know

And somethings you wont

Late nights

Late night laughs
Late night talks
Late night walks
Late night sitting in the car its
Late night visits
Late night kisses
Late night love
Late night hugs
Late night shoulder shrugs
Late night tears
Late night fears
Late night wishing you was here

Sun up all is gone

All it was was late nights all along

prototype

You ever been so done
So tired
That you
Trying to
Figure out just how
In the hell
Did I get here in the First place

Its hard not to care
But slowly Im learning
That everyone does not
Deserve my sympathy

The type of heart I have
Seems to be to big for the fearful
The type of mind I have is too
Strong for the feeble
My personalities are multiple
But none of them are equal
My being is never ending
So im working on my infinite squeal

Stop complaining a long time ago
Learned how to let things go
So easily
That people now wanna go with my flow
I am the prototype

Are you listening

Sometimes you can have conversations
Over and over again
And still not understand
The thought process
Of the person

But are you listening
Not hearing not
Comprehending

But are you listening

Take some time and let
The words sink in
Cause truthfully

When I have a conversation
I play it over and over again

Just something that I recommend

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What a day if I must
Joy and all that other
Stuff
Happy to say that I know
Just which way is so
Somethings you cant control
Most things are kinda getting old

Instead of going this way I go
That way
That way keeps me safe

What a day the same day I met
My faith and realized that
All my days will change

Nothing left to say
Everything just flipped
Like a light switch

In the dark where I started
The light I knew wasnt as bright
As I thought
More fluorescent
The one that keeps you guessing