Just Take the ....

Ive read and read
I sat and thought
I contemplated on even
Entertaining
The non sense and
Selfishness
That I have continued to witness
No matter how humble I am
I personally can own up to any
And every mistake I made
Tired of playing this recorded
But sense you stuck on never
Let me give you the remix


You quick dissed me for
A quick trick and got tricked
Now you are being emotionally dismissed
From that same trick you thought was a treat
I will no longer carry the burden of feeling like
I should a fought harder when you gave me
Your whole ass to lick
And twerked in my face with you tongue out
You degraded me and downplayed my role
In your life
"A weedhead that was just a fuck"
Think if forgot
If that's all I was why you so hurt
Why are you so salty about how I
Live my life and who I lay with


You know whats wild me and Nicole are actually cool
Never knew she could be more mature then you..
Funny


What hurt me the most is that you never
Really knew me anyway
Cause if you did
Fuck it
Im not gonna figure me out for
You
You just don't get it
You never will
But no matter how you feel
The love I had for you was real
Cant say the same to you cause you
Jumped of the first thing
Willing to fuck you over and take your money
And stress you the fuck out
But I realized I wasn't fucked up enough
To be with you to normal I  love too hard
Ill take that L
Because you gave her everything your promised me
I never got flowers but its cool
Because I knew my worth
That where you fucked up
Cause you gave me so much confidence
That yes I had too have two
And they love me more then
You will ever have the capability to
Even though they know how I feel about you
So you just goanna have to take that L