Who I use to be

I'm not who I use to be
So I gotta stop acting like it

Soft spots
Unspoken words
Lingering thoughts
Unfinished
Conversations that are one sided
You don't owe me
So while do I feel like I owe you
When I know that's not true
So much fuel but no fire
Unless its your sign
Spoken words
But where is the time
1000 Good mornings
But no response
I cool with that
I just cant fall back

I'm not who I use to be
So I gotta stop acting like it

My core will never change
I have just enhanced my capabilities
My future is my responsibility
I never needed so whats different now
I will set my own standard
I cant expect people to show up for me
But I will respect you from a distance
I will not be loved with resistance
If you cant embrace me
Then erase me

I'm not who I use to be
So I gotta stop acting like it

I'm more agile
My hearts bigger
My mind is sharper
My senses are wider

I'm not who I use to be
So I gotta stop acting like it

But why do I expect more?