Living

Change is hard
Growing old is hard
Learning and acceptance
Is the path that I am now on
Trying to find a snug place to fit
In this world so big yet so small
What is meant for me
I don't need it all
But sometimes I don't know what I need
Floating seems to be the role I play best
Sometimes I feel like
My presence is not needed
Like I could help better from a distance
Of non existence
I could help more people if im a spirit
It would also upset less people if I weren't 
In human form
Less dissapoinment
Everyone loves
The ones that have passed on 
Just a thought
Or my secret reality
Trying to hold myself down
With no gravity
Grasping the air
Knowingly
But
Thats
Life.